Recently it’s been tiring, so tiring.
Projects to juggle, along with friendship and family problems.
Friendship problems.
What is wrong with people?
Why cant people just accept that you tend to have a better relationship with a person?
Must they destroy everything?
Destroy you?
I’m sick of betrayers, backstabbers.
I face them everyday, every time.
Even with friends that are supposedly good kids,
still there exists people who jealous easily.
Friends should not be like that, how can your jealousy push you to such acts?
Still, there are worst.
How can i influence people that easily?
I’ve never mattered to anybody,
how could I have influenced her?
It’s all my fault, I hope she goes back the way she was.
I wish time could turn back, I’ll have distanced myself from her if I’ve known this would happen.
Even her wants me to distance from her, how can I be such a failure at life, at relationship?
Family problems.
Everybody have them.
But why, I’m already trying to change.
Cant you see that?
Don’t you realise that?
Only now i know, u just want me to be a puppet.
I’m tired, sick of this life.
